-=Breelee.Inside.Out=-

a simple girl with simple wants in life

8.31.2004

[..Something changed?..]

I have this thing that I noticed something is really changing me. You know what? I can understand the ideas that a paragraph is pointing to after reading it 3-4 times. I often forgot some of my appointments and meetings with my students and the tasks to do for the next meeting and I can't even memorize which Section[A, B, C] is having a class every TTH and MWF. Of course, this is unintentional. I oftentimes forgot things that I should do and will be doing.


The question is why?. Before in my school years (elementary-college) . I easily catch up of the ideas that are talking about. It's not that 90++% something is vanishing but really something is really changed.

I have this idea which I had acquired from my doctor.

1. He asked me how many times I have injected for anesthesia.
Ans. 6 times (dental operations), 2 times ( breast operations).
2. He asked me, how many times I have been into ULTRA SOUND or any ultraviolet rays exposure (i don't even know what comprises ULTRA SOUND, If I am not mistaken).
Ans. Twice (ULTRA SOUND), Once (Chest X-Ray), Once (Mammogram)

And that gave him the idea that my brain is somewhat affected on the exposure I have been into. I don't know if you're agree to that. But I will search the web for supporting details. But eventhough that really is existing in me. I am trying my best to cope up if possible.

8.30.2004

[..Let's Experiment..]

Allow me to give you a very informative link about anything and everything in cyberspace and let me know if you're one of us. Experiment yourself to be part of our group. You are always welcome! :)

8.27.2004

[..PBOZ rawks!..]

PBOZ PRODUCTIONS. The Online Portfolio of Mr. Paolo Ramirez of UIC. I saw his site's previous version but this one really Rocks!. Visit his site now. He is also accepting Gfx Design Jobs. Craving for cheesecakes?

[..SkyCaptain..]

Sky Captain & The World of Tomorrow. This movie will be shown on September 2004. Better watch out for it. I think it's nice.

[..Pinoy Fox..]

Yesterday we had a seminar on "GPRS". Hmm I just can't give too much of my attention coz in the first place i only owned Nokia 5110. Many say I have to change my cellphone and yup I will be buying a new and a very good one ( still saving for the price hehehehe). But still I can find time to focus on the certain topic because I AM NOT COMFORTABLE WITH MY SEAT. Well anyway, after the snacks I went out and proceed to the Laboratory and update my blog.

Hmmm, I saw RSG meeting with all the IT Men and talk about anything and everything. Maybe He misses his "tauhan" before in COMCEN. (BIG HUG naman Sir Randy! hehehe)

By the way, if time allows please do visit. Philippines Visual FoxPro User Group.

8.26.2004

[..Nice Desky ..]

I love this theme a lot. Taken from Aston. CLick here for large image. It's Areman's Desktop btw.

[..Hopes and Fears..]

Hopes and Fears .This gives me hopes that I should not be afraid about it. I have to follow the right things: Eat vegetables, execise and drink lots of water. Breast Pains are not cancerous.

[..Need not to worry..]


I had may second left side breast operation last summer the first one was summer 2003. I know this thing is a bit upsetting knowing breast cancer is common these days. And now another case is now beginning to visible on my right breast. I didn't try to consult my doctor because I'm afraid that he might advice me for operation. That's why I'm observing the status of my breast for 6 months, if there will be changes might happen.

I know how much I value my health. Though at first i was afraid of the implications of this cases. But I am asking God for strengths and I can handle this things buggin my body.

But then I realize, I'm not afraid anymore because I have this notion that it is impossible that I can acquire the serious problem relating my breast because my breast inheritance is negative, and I ektp on searching and reading articles in the internet and I know I'm not alone and millions of us are experiencing it.

I'm a bit vegetarian, I've learned to be like because is a MUST thing that i should do. But, still I know this will be alright and I'm sincerely hoping and asking God that if another operation will take place. That should be my 3rd and the very LAST OPERATION.

If you only know friends, how painful my breast. It aches in any time and in any place. It's hurt. But I have to handle it as much as I can do.

Don't worry about me, I know I will be ok..I don't want people worry. I don't want to see and hear you worry. Coz i can take seeing my MOM worrying too much about me.

[..A software that meets your needs..]

Internet Machine Shop offers custom tooling. This enables users to freely design their needed machine parts and have them manufactured in a friendly price.

8.25.2004

[..VBS as in Very Bad Spirit..]

Beakman 's post caught my attention when he pointed out about the word i uttered unto him about VBS. I didn't mean anything that concerns VBASIC but rather Very Bad Spirit because of what he said about his gf (sorry ka mark) and now he is talking about he thought as "VISUAL BASIC SUCKS"? Hmmm do you know mark that I'll going to help my sister with her system in Visual Basic?? And there he is posting those drooling-XP-like-windows-system he made?. Very nice interface btw, i love it. Good Job.

8.24.2004

[..The Piece..]



This is a piece made by PAOLO RAMIREZ, a Computer Science student from UIC, for his entry in T-Shirt Design contest for the upcoming Intramurals 2004 on Sept. 6-11, 2004.CLick here for Large Image.